Sunday, June 28, 2009

i CAN'T believe this! >:[

i can't believe i missed out on EDC this year >:[
fuuuuuck, *sniff sniff* oh well there's always next year. i'm gonna go next year for sure before i go to new york. ME AND THAO made this plann for each other <33 yeeeeezzy dawwwg! :) laaaytezz

Saturday, June 27, 2009

yesterday and today

yesterday was a regular friday, didn't do much. went to summer school and bestf's house. then home. got ready and went to tasteas and hungout with my bubba for a bit. later on, i went to crawfish house to eat with my bestf danny, tramy, kerry, vyvyan, and more. vincent paid for it all since he's fucken ballinnn. LOL hmm...after crawfish house, we walked to cues and took some cue pictures :D we looked so cute<3 i found out brian luu is moving ): mr. ballin, cutie, etc. is moving to texass ): *sniff sniff* went back to vyvyan's house after that and made vitalimon. LMFAO helluh good shit. after tramy left vyvyan's house i left. i went home, and kicked back for a bit. later on i got picked up with my brother by my boo, we went to eat pho, but i didn't eat, afterwards we went to fountain bowl. but we didn't play, so we left and went kareoke-ing. LOL hilarious stuff. my boo can sing. HAHA only if i could upload the video i recorded. blahhh after kareoke-ing, we went to shoot pool near by and thats is. me and my brother got home by 1 then i was on the phone with venus and tony talking about random shit. and yeeeeahhhh :)

TOODAY! was the fucken boringest saturday ever! nothing to do! waiting on so much people ! i'm tired of it. ughhhh! FUCK LIFEEE. so today, i didn't do much, just went to boiling crabs with vyvyan, tramy, girlfriend kristina, vannie, and some guys. we ate soooo much, then after we went to cues again. wow i looked retarded in all of the pictures ): oh well. hm...then matt my dear came (: and we hungout and talked for a bit and he left. blahhh! i can't believe i missed out on EDC this year ): ughhh! >:O then thao got dropped off at tasteas but soda came to pick us up a few minutes later. me and thao got dropped off at my house and we just sat and talked for awhile, then my bubba called and told me he was at bella terra, and we heard tripseey was there and thao got shit with her. HAHAHA we went and then shit happend -____-" fucken bitches! me and thao were stranded for an hour and a half then we got picked up. end of story.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

sad things happened today

R.I.P Michael Jackson
i still CAN'T believe Michael Jackson died! >_< so sad...big fans crying..wow.
i wonder what ricky felt when he found out. jeezzz i can't imagine.

another thing, i hope you stay up and keep your head up high best friend. i'm always here for you no matter where you are, and what happens. you're someone i could turn to at the moment when i'm thinking too much. and stressing out. i don't like seeing you stress out and seeing you like this today...i am too stressing out for you. i didn't think and you didn't think that things would've came out to something like this today. sigh...we tell each other so much. once something happens theres always an "omg i need to tell you what happened" every single day. i'm gonna miss you when you go to vietnam for 3 weeks ): no one to talk to and tell my shit about. no one to let my feelings out to when i'm feeling down. sighh...i love you best friend<3

YOU, you fucken irritate me! idk wtf is up anymore. YOU'RE not telling me shit, you're fucken going behind my back and shit! wtf is that? FUUUUUCK, idk you make me mad and sad so much! i'm tired of this shit! FUCKEN CAC! idk what to do. help? =/

FUCK MY LIFE!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

updates for the past 2 months

i have no reason to really say much anymore.

the past two months a lot has happened. now, things are starting to settle. i quit the drugs, i quit smoking, i quit hanging with the so-called "cool kids" talk about them gets on my nerves. always think they're the shit! -____-" well, you know what?! suck my fucken toe!
hmmm...my birthday bonfire and birthday was pretty fun too (: my bonfire didn't really come out the way i really planned it, but everyone there had fun. i wasn't satisfied with my bonfire though, cause my best friend jeana wasn't there ): its okay though, we made up a lot of things to do together after(:<3


then that night after waiting for 2 hours of boiling crabs we went to janet's house cause melissa threw a kickback with drinks! :D daaaang, so many people got fuuuucked up :D yet, i didn't drink cause i was rooooooooolling.. (: i didn't go home that night cause i slept over at janets, and stayed up til 3am rolling balls and talking to janet, charlie, menace, peewee, and zanhhhh. hahaha i did the most randomest things. LMFAO
after that weekend, school came along, i was slacking off so much, ditching and such cause the kEo was getting to me. making me so tired. and the weekend came again, charlie then broke it off with me that thursday night, and i cried, but it wasn't a lot. the next day was a friday, and it was the bless sacrament carnival, i was having a bad day, but i did have fun a little. saw a few people that i haven't seen for awhile. just kicked back and walked around since i didn't have money that day. it was also my brother's birthday too. i stayed there for 4 hours and went home at 11..laid there a little and just fell asleep.
it was a saturday the next day, i remembered waking up around 10, i just laid there and was online, and found out things about charlie cause i was still blahhh over him. so when i found out he hooked up with shantel the whale hahahaha i cracked up. how hilarious. eighth grade homewreckkerrr. so i didn't even bother anymore about him and moved one. around 12 or 1pm that saturday vyvyan and kerry came over to pick me up and we went to cues and took pictures :D hahaa after cues that day, we bussed back to my house and hungout for a bit, then walked to the carnival again which it was across from where i lived. we went and bought confetti eggs, and i egged don and someone else. then the guys that were already there wanted to jack me eggs! >:[ but i didn't let them. about 20 minutes later, my girlfriend finally came and we jumped and hugged each other :) we didn't see each other in so long thats why. and it was our one year anniversary<3333>:O so i took a shot of hypnotic when i got there. and thats when i decided not to go to bella terra anymore cause i wanted to stay and talk to donny, but i didn't when we were at my house cause i was still too shy :D after awhile tony bought kEo and we both popped togeher and went to jennifer's pho place to eat. though no one ate except peter? i think. when we were there at the pho place, we weretalking about who was going to my brother's and his friend's bonfire and i told my brother i was going to go but i didn't have a ride. THEN donny offered a ride and thats when we started talking. and i got his number and yeeah :D the whole night was a getaway night. i got tony's number to talk to him and ask him stuff too. and thats when he was in chris's car and i texted him "wanna hook it up with donny" ahahahahahaa and we were on the way to the strawberry festival. so when we all got together again, tony shows the text to donny! >:O but it was all good. and yeeahh things worked out between us. and that was it. donny took me and my brother home and i went straight to bed texting donny and tony. asking things and such. :) the next day was my brother's bonfire thing, before i went i got ready and went to watch dance flick with tony, jake, chris and donny. we didn't do anything in the theaters if you little nastieees are thinking. blahh lets skip all this and just say after meeting donny, everything is great. our first kiss was at the beach :) and yeeeeeeeezyyyy.

so today, i remembered its my one month of being sober! :D woooohoo! yesterday was mines and donny's one month of seeing each other. sighhh... thass it! i'm tired of blogging at the moment.

blog later.