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VVV that person is right.. whats the point of FS if you dont even answer the questions O_O

ask me better questions then i'll answer them

talk to me babe (:

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your not down so stop fronting

I'm down to answer the question. And I'm down to fight someone whether I won or lost. at least I'm not pussy to hide behind a computer screen and talk shit on FS

talk to me babe (:

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whats your favorite position? honest question :o

Nothing that includes you! Hahhaha

talk to me babe (:

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how big is your bfs dick

Why do you wanna know? That's personal

talk to me babe (:

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lets fuck :)

Nah I'm good

talk to me babe (:

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you like big dick?

i like my bf's ;D

talk to me babe (:

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Why did you make a formspring when your answers are going to be like shit? Might as well not have a formspring at all.

because you're asking stupid questions. Why don't you get off my formspring since it bugs you so much.

talk to me babe (:

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hey slutzie so many dude did u sleep with fucking hoe? oh yea this is rude stupid hoe

LOL, funny how you're saying shit anonymously on MY formspring, why don't you come say it to my face

talk to me babe (:

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hey slutzie so many dude did u sleep with fucking hoe? oh yea this is rude stupid hoe

LOL, funny how you're saying shit anonymously on MY formspring, why don't you come say it to my face

talk to me babe (:

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virgin?

Are these all the questions anyone could ask "are you a virgin?" -____-

talk to me babe (:

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r u still a virgine?

Learn how to spell virgine. Before you even ask! Hahahahaha

talk to me babe (:

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are u good in bed?

Ask my boyfriend that

talk to me babe (:

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do u like to ride on them or they ride on u?

LOOOOL how do you like it ;)

talk to me babe (:

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FUCK TRG HELLSIDE TF HGROUP

Why are you telling me this? LOL I grew outta all this stupid shit about 'banging'

talk to me babe (:

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are you a virgin?

Is that any of your concerm?

talk to me babe (:

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let me suck on your pussy ;)

Hahahaha okay, SIIIKEEEE! Perv

talk to me babe (:

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STFUUU VVVV. you're cuteee as fuck (;

thanks babe, you're cute too ;)

talk to me babe (:

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do u love me ? ;)

of course? do you love me? ;D

talk to me babe (:

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is it true you tend to copy melissa a lot ? HONESTLY, that's what i heard, LOL

LOL think what you think, and listen to whatever you hear, I really don't care.

talk to me babe (:

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Who inspires you the most?

my mommmy even though sometimes she pisses me off a lot

talk to me babe (:

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If you could go on vacation for the next month with an unlimited budget, where would you go?

i would go to the east side and explore how it is over there

talk to me babe (:

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What are you most excited about right now?

new years ! (:

talk to me babe (:

these are my thoughts

hypocrites....i dislike them, sometimes i'm one, but not always. i hate how people say they're gonna stop doing something, but ends up doing it. yeah, i said i'm gonna stop rolling, but my last roll for the year is gonna be sometime whenever i want to next week. and i'll stop forsure. ima live my life clean 2010. thats forsureeee.

yesterday, i stayed home half the day then baby came to pick me up. we went to pick up viviane and dropped her off at david's house. after that baby dropped me off at juju's house. yeahhh......LOL when i got there, things were awkward, maybe its cause i haven't been hanging out with her and tony for awhile. but i DO wanna distance from juju. its not fun hanging out with her anymore, cause we can never have our girl time anymore. everytime we do, she has to have tony there. whatevers idc. she'll catch on eventually, for now i'm just gonna hangout with baby, viviane, and david. i'm sooo glad david and baby are getting along! haha (: can't wait for mamalissa to come too! we're gonna have the times of our lives again. living our summer 09 in winter 09 :D hahaha jk

well, thats it for now, i'll blog again later tonight. byeee

UPDATING! (:

well anyways, updates on boyfriend.

we're really really good (: we get along more and we spend time together a lot more than before.

his family found out my age, and we're weren't really close as much afterwards, but when his dad said he was only mad because donny lied to him about my age, everything went back to normal. we've been also distancing from certain people too, because they're so scandalous now a days.

Yesterday donny and i went on a date with viviane and david. it went pretty well :) mine and viviane's thought before they met was "they're gonna talk about cars blah blah blah" hahaha and yes it was a fact. this date was also for them to hangout and be friends! so cute! lol. we ate at boiling crabs for 2 hours and then went to shoot pool. they were also talking bout going to GWC, and how they're gonna take classes together too! sucks that today baby has to work ): if not he could have been able to kick david again! ): they got along so well. hahaha

enough about the date, school has been great for me, i haven't ditched as much anymore. and my grades are pretty good (: i just have two D's ): i have enough time to bring it up though so its all good :D

me and melissa are starting to talk a little more. but lately school has been in the way. but winter break has come and we're gonna hangout foshooo (: can't wait! 2010 is about to come too i'm so excited! well thats all for now! lates

wishlist for xmas! (:

WISHLIST!!! :)

Steve Madden Boots (grey or black) size 8
sandals, flip flops, gladiators (anything cute!) size 7 1/2
jeans jeans jeans jeans jeans! (prefer dark colored jeans) size 3/waist size 27
MONEYYYY!!!! (:
GIFTCARDS from macys, pacsun, victoria's secret, wetseal, FOREVER 21!!!!!!! and any cute stores
games for my nintendo DS :D
big or medium size purses! (cute looking ones!)
cute T's and shirts, blouses! dresses! (size medium)
sweaters! jackets! cardigans! (size medium!)
roses! hugs! cards!
grey queen size bed sheets!
FOOOOOD!
my own small fridge!
a new phone!

<|3

its been awhile...

Its been awhile since I've blogged about my opinion, my day, or anything new that's been going on. Anways.....

I just finished watching the hills on mtv, the new season premiere, it was an okay episode for a new season. Kristen is a bitch! She seems like the biggest sluuuut ever, already tryna get with justin/bobby. Lol I was going to watch the city next, but I got tired and my eyes are drriedd up. So I decided to lay in bed.

I'm laying in bed blogging on my g1 that ken gave. Its pretty coolcause I don't really have to go on a computer just to blog before I sleeep when I can just blog right here =)

another thing is schoooooool! Haven't been slacking off but I'm ggetting to a point that I am and its not good...I've ditched the whole day last Wednesday, that was not good. Then I ditched 5th peeriod last Thursday and 6th last Friday. That's a lot and it made me fall behind a little, so now, I decided not to ditch. Only if its neccessary. But its nevver neccessary to ditch anyways. Haha gahhhhh I wanna update more but I'm like half asleep now, so I'm gonna head to bed and sleep....BYE!

past 3 days.

on wednesday........hmmmm it was a great day at school (:
did everything in class, and was on track. though my english substitute was a bitch -__-" oh wells. after school that day, steven and tony took my house keys, so i was locked outta the house. then i walked to jackie's house for a bit to hangout and but then i had to come back to my house so tony could go in the house since he brought home the keys for me. we were at my house for a little bit, then julie and david came by my house to scoop me and jackie up to go to mcgarvin park ;D thats when i got down with carolyn. MUAHAHAH (: that bitch pussy fights, she only scratched me -__-" aye bitchessss out there who said shit, just stfu alirght? at least i'm down for my shit. and go through with my words. FUCKKKKERS!
after i got down with her, i went home to see my babyyy<3 he wasn't there when i got home but still i got to see him afterwards even though he got mad at mee ): oh wells day was over after.

thursday....was LQ's first day of school. guess what? bitches be talking shit to jackie bout me. but its all good, cause she got my back and told people straight up. i'm surprised i'm getting pretty close w/ juju and jackie. its fun hanging out with them even when we don't do much. just walk around and stay home. hahaha. i'm sure i didn't do much on thursday but i missed melissa, and still do. ): wish she was back already.

finally yesterday, i went to school late... ): didn't wake up til 7:30 am...i was so tired. but i got up. went to school and got through with everything. mine and julie's plan was to go to LQ after school yesterday, but then boo picked me, julie, and peter up with dennis. dropped julie and peter off at the park, then headed back to boo's house. asshole! didn't let me go to LQ ): well its okay, nothing went down with that slutty bitch anyways. meanwhile, at boo's house, we laid in his bed for a bit and talked. then i helped him connect the USB thingyy thing to the modem. after we was done, boo's dad let him borrow the car to go outtt. when we went out, we met up with tony jackie and julie at the park. jerkass tony! >:O fought for shotgun with me, and wiped his sweat on me. ewwww, disgusting.....went back to my house so he can shower. when i walked into the house, my stepdad saw the scratches on my chest, fucken bitch asked and tony got my back and said i jumped a fence and ate shit. hahahaha, bitchass stepdad told my mom anyways -__-" fucken fag. after tony showered, we 5 went to yogurt passion to geeeet some yogurt ;D hahaha, then i wanted popcorn chicken from teazoneee, yummm! shit was spicy. after wards, we dropped off julie and jackie cause they had to go home. went to pick up steven from taco bell, then ken from boo's house. we were heading to the beach when TONY said he had to go home. and brother was tired too so we dropped off tony and my brother. then boo, ken and me headed out to seaside. when we were at seaside, we 3 just sat there and talked. then before we left, my babyyy finally asked me to be his girlfriend<333 (: how cuteee. even though it wasn't a good date to make it official, i'm still happy i'm with him<3333333 and RIP Kevin Telles.


TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

was a good day! (: even though i couldn't make it to matt's bbq ): i still had fun hanging out with jackie and julie for half the day. then hanging out with boo for half the day. woke up at 10, did homework for an hour or two. then at 2 headed out to petco to get my dog's nails clipped. after petco i went to jackie's house to go to walmart with her parents, her and jacckieee. we went to target and then staples afterwards. after staples we headed back to jackie's house, we sat there and made a stupid video. "zingggggers!" hahahahahahaha! then the grandma walked in -__-" so we left and went downstairs to eat pho! shit was bommmmb! YUUUUM<3333 after eating dennis came to pick me up with babyyy, tony and brother. after that we went to pick up christine. then headed back to baby's house. then we basically hungout there till 10:40 and headed homee. and thats the end of ittt, i had a good day, though i missed out on matt's bbq ): well happy birthday matt. even though it was a few days ago. i miss my baby already, and my homegirl melissssa a lotttt! ):

GOODNIGHT.

9.9.09

today was a good day. i miss melissa, i feel like we're drifting apart. i dont want that to happen and i know you dont either. so i'm gonna text you 24/7 and talk to you<3 ALL YOU FUCKEN BITCHES OUT THERE TALKING YOUR SHIT ON JUJU, STFU! SHE DIDN'T DO ANY FUCKEN SHIT SO FUCKEN LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE! MOSTLY YOU, FUCKEN LILLIAN TRUONG SLUT! BITCH CHECK YOOOOSELFFF! anyways, lately i've been hanging out with TF a lot (: me and donny are back on track, though its not really the same anymore. i really miss him when i dont see him. and when i'm with him, i can't hug him or anything cause my dad always comes back home already ): sighhh, school has been good, i'm sure i'm gonna do good this year, though i procrastinate a lot. melissa and i were planning our sweet 16 together, thought its like 8 months away. hahaha. can't waitttttt. i've been feeeeening so much to roll... ): but too bad i can't roll. ME = A GOOD GIRL (: thats wassssuppp! soowooo! hahaha man i really miss melissa! ): i miss all the times you came over, and hungout. i miss how donny calls you short and i just laugh. but i dont hear that from him anymore when he comes over or when i'm with him. me, you, donny, and binh never got to have our double date! and take cues together! so many plans to have with our man! hahaha thats rhymes. lmao idk wtf i'm saying, i can't multitask, since i'm on aim and typing this. blog later on. bye! (: ily mamalissaaaa. ohhhh! almost forgottt, jackie and juju, i got you two! you were there for me, and ima be there for you! thanksssss<33333

second day of school.

first day of school was goood :)

i'm glad i got into health academy, i thought i wouldn't get accepted in the beginning but now i am!

YAY! but the only thing i hate about it, is i have class with the same people in every class except first and sixth. but i hate sixth period! >:O i'm not even supposed to be in basic algebra AB and i'm in it again! -__-" i even toook a summer class and got an A+ in it. -___-" fucken bitches.

i needa get switched out! i'm in a fucken class full of freshmen. and that little freshmen bitch ngoc needs to fucken stop dogging too! i tell her "the fuck are you looking at!? or stop fucken staring!" and she still does it. how annoying! if i saw her around school more often i'd pick on her :)

i wonder where all the freshmen hangs out too! hahahaha man, i miss melissa... :[ i could imagine all the fun we would have if she was still here.... ): sighhh well time to do homework.

melissa truong.

it's so hard to accept the fact that you left and moved so far away.reminiscing the days we hungout and all this shit. the first time i met you was at janet tran's house. first impression was funny but i thought you were wierd. you were painting you toe nails! hahaha ): all the goods times hanging out with kim, janet, helen, and loreen to juju and janet, then janet and jane. from all the bullshit we went through. the similar problems me and you had w/ our family. we were always there for each other when we were broken down...our "B4" group, using chalk tagging it all over the neighborhoods close by us. to being killuhs. though idk if i'm still one, we were always there for each other. there is too much to say, like i said, our memories we had together and our bond as homegirls, is indescribable<3

earlier, when we said our last goodbyes, i couldn't take the fact that you were moving. your dad was waiting for you in the car. i gave you your stuff and walked you out...my dad was asking where you were moving, you said palm desert, and my dad was telling you to give me the address to your place so he can take me to you for visits and sleepovers. i rather kidnap you and take you back to OC. when you went to put your stuff in the car, you turned back and stared at me. the tears came, and the last hug you ran to give me. i would've kept crying...but tony was laughing at me ): sigh....i just wish you the best. goodluck with everything. and know that i'm always gonna be here for you. promise<3

i give up!

on tumblr! LOL i don't get it......i'm just gonna stick to blogspot now.

buzz kill.

buzz kill, i feel so hurt all over again. didn't really think about how my true feelings were for the past days, but now i am again. i can see from your guys point of view, that you both really care for me. you guys don't want me to get hurt. i just hate all the doubts you guys put on me. making me feel like i can't do shit that i wanna do. and that i'm going to do. i'm sorry. i know i proved you guys wrong from the beginning, doesn't mean i'm gonna let you guys down this time. i have my own reasons & thoughts that i'm really gonna do it this time. you guys dont know. no one knows. its me. i've made up my mind about school, and my own life. i really dont need anyone but my close ones. sigh...just fuck everything for the night. i dont feel good. bye.

comedown.

i realized everything today. i realized melissa is leaving very soon, its the last week. i didn't think this would happen so quickly. everything is changing so fast, we grew apart for a year and a half, but this summer made us come closer again. i'm glad we did. i have this very strong love for you, i love you so much more then my step dad. though i really don't like him. you're always here for me, and i'll always be here for you. you always have something to say to make me feel better. all the days we hungout the past weeks was the best part of summer, it was just the two of us fucking around, and making up stupid shit just cause we were bored. cracking up by the stupid things i say like "damn this james dinh guy looks cute from far away" but when i click the myspace it shows up to be some fat guy. i'm really gonna miss you melissa, i'm gonna miss having you over at my house everyday, having class with you at school, smoking with you when i'm stressing out, rolling with you, picking you up and taking you home, and just reminiscing about the old days. i can just tell so much, but the bond we got together as homegirls, is indescribable. i love you mamalissa truong<3

donny....i realized that what we had together was really special though it wasn't for long of our second time when we tried again. i fell really hard for you, cause everyone and even myself saw that i was always happy. i felt the butterflies everytime i was with you, like i was a little kid again with a crush on someone. i was willing to risk getting hurt all over again just to be with you, thinking that when we argue, fight, and disagree on some things it'll just make us stronger. you weren't like the guys i've dated in the past, you were different from others because you cared most. you were there for me when i needed you. i know you're gonna have a busy schedule now, with 3 jobs and school, so i want the best for you. i want to write more but writing this is making me cry nonstop so i can't take it anymore....it felt like i fell in LIKE with you a lot....i'm gonna miss everything we had, and i'm gonna miss you. stay^ and know that i'll always be here<3

why so negative?

i haven't blogged for awhile but its okay. i hate being home doing nothing. no tv, no company. i have the computer, but i'm tired of always being on the computer. i can do so much more to entertain myself, but right now i feel so sad....

i keep thinking negative, i'm tripping about little things, idk...what am i supposed to do. i really really like you donny. but you've got so much ahead of you and i don't wanna be in the way. i feel like i'm too immature for you, too attached to you, not good enough for you... =/ i miss you right now. i feel like you don't wanna talk to me and idk if you're still sleeping..you're someone i wanna be with, i don't want you to be just ANOTHER guy..i want you to be the special one. i'm always worrying about you, you're always on my mind, i feel like i'm so obsessed ): sighh....

HAHAHAHA! CAROLYN CAO'S CONFESSION

carolynnnTLA (5:59:40 PM): ey i dont have a problem with you k . i did but idgaf anymore
carolynnnTLA (6:00:14 PM): i only reason why i call you out cause you were with him
^- yeah thats right carolyn CAO! you fucken jealous bitch!

HAHAHAAHAHAHA! you make me laugh!

OMFG.

i could've went to BT and get that bitch today! wtf!? omfg! disappointmetn! >:OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OMFUCKEN FUCKEN FUCKEN FUCKEN GOD! >:O

wtf!?!?!?!?

good things do come back.

finally, i thought this wouldn't happen but it did.

sighhh can't believe kiet is going back home tomorrow! >:O

i dont want him to leaveee! >_<

idk.

i felt like i was over you from my mind but i was never over you from the heart. i still miss you the same way, a lot of things i do now a days reminds me of you. you're not my first but i' rather call you as my first. i miss your company, the things we did, and what we had together. everything seems like a blur to me, doing things to keep my mind off you, knowing you're still gonna be in the back of my head everyday...

things don't always come out the way you think it would...

things don't always come out the way you think it would...

YESTERDAY! july 25

was a hell of a day :] i HADD fun, but sadly the day ended at 3 in the morning for me ):

my throat hurts tooo much.....something happened i thought would never happened, happened.

overall FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN day(:

CLUB VISIONN, JULY 22

chris, barely met him yesterday

thizzzing buddy trung<3

nick huynh

reagan, met him yesterday.

babymama kerry

WAS okaaaaay, somewhat a bust -__-" stupid police!

i was also thizzzing xD had funnn a little, then had a lazy roll after. ):

after the club i got picked up by son, and went to thao's house :]

got a good light show from rooster, then at 1:30 i got a ride home from tony.

hopefully, next wednesday will be better :]

I HATE MY STEP DAD.

ughhhh, i fucken hate him! fucken always goes out and drink w/ friend, and make me and my brother stay home and clean everything and fucken take credit and shit when my mom comes home so she doesn't bitch. its fucken his fault for drinking. fucken come home and bitch at me for no fucken reason because my mom bitched at him. the fuckkk?! that ain't my problem my mom bitched at your fucken dumbass. fucken call my brother stupid for going out? you're fucken stupid. fucken think you're boss and shit. well here's a big fat FUCK YOU! you ain't shit to me. you fucken piss me off! fucken never come through with your words. fucken selfish bitch. always bitch at me for not washing my own dishes when you ALWAYS make me wash your fucken shit! you're one mother fucken lazy bitch. and you fucken call my brother and me lazy? hahaha you make me laugh. stop fucken free loading off my mom. you say you dont like seeing her sad, well thats bull shit! you always make her bitch at you for going out and drinking when you already had 3 DUI fucken dumbass. ughh now my mom is home and you're gonna fucken say shit.

BORINGGGGGGGGG

i'm bored...supposed to be at vision! >:[ this sucks nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't wait til kerry is back :D hahahaha we're gonna go have so much FUNS! :D hahaha i'm not gonna blog much so byeee!

boring sunday

its a sunday and i'm bored outta my mind. i wanna go out but no ride anywhere -___________-"

so gays, wish i had a car already >:[

fridaaaaaaay

damnnn today was a blast! i met so many new people @ bella terra and saw some old friends :)

took so much pictures w/ jennifer's camera too! hahaha what a daay, i need some more days like this.

also shit happened -__-" but whatevers, they can spit their shit, i just know i aint a part their shit.

can't sleep. thinking too much.
what can i do? i still miss you, when i thought i was over you.
friends say, don't think about it, and just have fun.
i go out and have fun, but at the end of the day you're still there.

"well that is how relationships are .. you have to learn from them and try to make it better in the future. it's not easy but later on it will be because it's happening to you now. it might be more painful when your older but hey it's the way life goes. just think of this as a thanks to your ex because it will make you stronger and a better person in the future." -tony nguyen

it's pretty much true what you said tony, i appreciate you trying to make me feel better, but for whatever reason i really know why i like him so much and it's hard to let go. =/

woke up with a headache and puffy eyes..i hope i fell better before i go to school
and going to Po's house today w/ babygirl Thao. i hope that'll cheer me up ):
blog later.

you two brought my day up when i was down

little sister made me feel better:
Awwwwwww /; Your having issues like my friends >__< well this is what I said to her, and I hope it goes through your head.. Through the heart breaks, headaches, and rainy days, keep ya head up. Becuase there's gonna be those days your gonna look back to, and regret the stupid things you cried about. So keep ya head up for now on, and you'll start looking back to those days and smile about how strong you were. Make it through the days, and you'll be okay. There's no reason to have one person be the reason for your misery. But no matter what I'm going to be by your side and help you make it through these days. Keep ya head up, and never look down because your higher than everyone in your life. Everything happens for a reason, and it was meant to be wherever it was placed. If you guys leave each other lives but he comes back, he might stay forever. But if he never coems back, it was never meant to be. /;

babygirl linda:
you've been through this so much, you'll heal, not as fast but you will. remember when max put you through all the bullshit you didn't need. and you finally made the choice to break up with him but it took you few months to get over him, then next charlie came along, but then he was also another jerk. now, that you've had donny, he was different from the two of them. idk him but i could see that you really fell for his care, and all that you were looking for. just know that he was there for you, and he still is. i just hope you don't ever see him with someone else, cause i know how it feels to see someone you love or like with someone else, it hurts...a LOT

FRIDAY, NO SCHOOL

NO SCHOOL TODAY. finally, a day off of school, i miss school, but not summer school. TOO tiring. hopefully i didn't do bad on my test yesterday :( i got everything right, i'm sure of that, but i know i didn't do well where it was consecutive integers... -___-" wtf is thatttt? i'll study over it laters.

so today, my plans are to clean up the house, & picking up some stuff.
tonight, hopefully my rolling buddy trung calls or text to hangout ):
i miss rolling and drinking so much, but this weekend will cure it.
i did say i wouldn't roll anymore, but i am gonna do it tonight or tomorrow, so get over it.

it sucks SOOOOO much my grandpa tony isn't coming down this weeked... =/
things haven't been so great without him around.

BLAHHHHHHHHH!

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i'm ahead of everything in summer school. but i'm stressing OUT! july 4th is coming up....what should i dooo?

i CAN'T believe this! >:[

i can't believe i missed out on EDC this year >:[
fuuuuuck, *sniff sniff* oh well there's always next year. i'm gonna go next year for sure before i go to new york. ME AND THAO made this plann for each other <33 yeeeeezzy dawwwg! :) laaaytezz

yesterday and today

yesterday was a regular friday, didn't do much. went to summer school and bestf's house. then home. got ready and went to tasteas and hungout with my bubba for a bit. later on, i went to crawfish house to eat with my bestf danny, tramy, kerry, vyvyan, and more. vincent paid for it all since he's fucken ballinnn. LOL hmm...after crawfish house, we walked to cues and took some cue pictures :D we looked so cute<3 i found out brian luu is moving ): mr. ballin, cutie, etc. is moving to texass ): *sniff sniff* went back to vyvyan's house after that and made vitalimon. LMFAO helluh good shit. after tramy left vyvyan's house i left. i went home, and kicked back for a bit. later on i got picked up with my brother by my boo, we went to eat pho, but i didn't eat, afterwards we went to fountain bowl. but we didn't play, so we left and went kareoke-ing. LOL hilarious stuff. my boo can sing. HAHA only if i could upload the video i recorded. blahhh after kareoke-ing, we went to shoot pool near by and thats is. me and my brother got home by 1 then i was on the phone with venus and tony talking about random shit. and yeeeeahhhh :)

TOODAY! was the fucken boringest saturday ever! nothing to do! waiting on so much people ! i'm tired of it. ughhhh! FUCK LIFEEE. so today, i didn't do much, just went to boiling crabs with vyvyan, tramy, girlfriend kristina, vannie, and some guys. we ate soooo much, then after we went to cues again. wow i looked retarded in all of the pictures ): oh well. hm...then matt my dear came (: and we hungout and talked for a bit and he left. blahhh! i can't believe i missed out on EDC this year ): ughhh! >:O then thao got dropped off at tasteas but soda came to pick us up a few minutes later. me and thao got dropped off at my house and we just sat and talked for awhile, then my bubba called and told me he was at bella terra, and we heard tripseey was there and thao got shit with her. HAHAHA we went and then shit happend -____-" fucken bitches! me and thao were stranded for an hour and a half then we got picked up. end of story.

sad things happened today

R.I.P Michael Jackson
i still CAN'T believe Michael Jackson died! >_< so sad...big fans crying..wow.
i wonder what ricky felt when he found out. jeezzz i can't imagine.

another thing, i hope you stay up and keep your head up high best friend. i'm always here for you no matter where you are, and what happens. you're someone i could turn to at the moment when i'm thinking too much. and stressing out. i don't like seeing you stress out and seeing you like this today...i am too stressing out for you. i didn't think and you didn't think that things would've came out to something like this today. sigh...we tell each other so much. once something happens theres always an "omg i need to tell you what happened" every single day. i'm gonna miss you when you go to vietnam for 3 weeks ): no one to talk to and tell my shit about. no one to let my feelings out to when i'm feeling down. sighh...i love you best friend<3

YOU, you fucken irritate me! idk wtf is up anymore. YOU'RE not telling me shit, you're fucken going behind my back and shit! wtf is that? FUUUUUCK, idk you make me mad and sad so much! i'm tired of this shit! FUCKEN CAC! idk what to do. help? =/

FUCK MY LIFE!

updates for the past 2 months

i have no reason to really say much anymore.

the past two months a lot has happened. now, things are starting to settle. i quit the drugs, i quit smoking, i quit hanging with the so-called "cool kids" talk about them gets on my nerves. always think they're the shit! -____-" well, you know what?! suck my fucken toe!
hmmm...my birthday bonfire and birthday was pretty fun too (: my bonfire didn't really come out the way i really planned it, but everyone there had fun. i wasn't satisfied with my bonfire though, cause my best friend jeana wasn't there ): its okay though, we made up a lot of things to do together after(:<3


then that night after waiting for 2 hours of boiling crabs we went to janet's house cause melissa threw a kickback with drinks! :D daaaang, so many people got fuuuucked up :D yet, i didn't drink cause i was rooooooooolling.. (: i didn't go home that night cause i slept over at janets, and stayed up til 3am rolling balls and talking to janet, charlie, menace, peewee, and zanhhhh. hahaha i did the most randomest things. LMFAO
after that weekend, school came along, i was slacking off so much, ditching and such cause the kEo was getting to me. making me so tired. and the weekend came again, charlie then broke it off with me that thursday night, and i cried, but it wasn't a lot. the next day was a friday, and it was the bless sacrament carnival, i was having a bad day, but i did have fun a little. saw a few people that i haven't seen for awhile. just kicked back and walked around since i didn't have money that day. it was also my brother's birthday too. i stayed there for 4 hours and went home at 11..laid there a little and just fell asleep.
it was a saturday the next day, i remembered waking up around 10, i just laid there and was online, and found out things about charlie cause i was still blahhh over him. so when i found out he hooked up with shantel the whale hahahaha i cracked up. how hilarious. eighth grade homewreckkerrr. so i didn't even bother anymore about him and moved one. around 12 or 1pm that saturday vyvyan and kerry came over to pick me up and we went to cues and took pictures :D hahaa after cues that day, we bussed back to my house and hungout for a bit, then walked to the carnival again which it was across from where i lived. we went and bought confetti eggs, and i egged don and someone else. then the guys that were already there wanted to jack me eggs! >:[ but i didn't let them. about 20 minutes later, my girlfriend finally came and we jumped and hugged each other :) we didn't see each other in so long thats why. and it was our one year anniversary<3333>:O so i took a shot of hypnotic when i got there. and thats when i decided not to go to bella terra anymore cause i wanted to stay and talk to donny, but i didn't when we were at my house cause i was still too shy :D after awhile tony bought kEo and we both popped togeher and went to jennifer's pho place to eat. though no one ate except peter? i think. when we were there at the pho place, we weretalking about who was going to my brother's and his friend's bonfire and i told my brother i was going to go but i didn't have a ride. THEN donny offered a ride and thats when we started talking. and i got his number and yeeah :D the whole night was a getaway night. i got tony's number to talk to him and ask him stuff too. and thats when he was in chris's car and i texted him "wanna hook it up with donny" ahahahahahaa and we were on the way to the strawberry festival. so when we all got together again, tony shows the text to donny! >:O but it was all good. and yeeahh things worked out between us. and that was it. donny took me and my brother home and i went straight to bed texting donny and tony. asking things and such. :) the next day was my brother's bonfire thing, before i went i got ready and went to watch dance flick with tony, jake, chris and donny. we didn't do anything in the theaters if you little nastieees are thinking. blahh lets skip all this and just say after meeting donny, everything is great. our first kiss was at the beach :) and yeeeeeeeezyyyy.

so today, i remembered its my one month of being sober! :D woooohoo! yesterday was mines and donny's one month of seeing each other. sighhh... thass it! i'm tired of blogging at the moment.

blog later.

what's meant to be will find its ways...

lately, things haven't been that great. what kinda world do we live in now a days. at one point everything will be okay, then another everything is all fucked up. but i'll let it slide and forget what has happened...

I HATE MY PARENTS!

i fucken hate my parents, i'm fucken at home on springbreak with no shit to do! >:O FUCKKK!
unless my babyboy comes over and i could do him, lol jkkk
FUCKEN BITCHES!
my fucekn springbreak is the worse this year! i wish my fucken mom would just shut her damn mouth and let me do whatever the fuck i want.
FUCKEN HATE MY OLDER COUSINS TOO! fucken rat me out and shit, dumb bitches.
i have 10hrs. of community service left, i'll probably do it this sunday and next sunday.
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, FUCK MY LIFE

first blog in sooooo long! :)

i'm waiting for yuuu to come! hurry (:
things have come and go but there's always new things that will fall into place.
i've met new people for the past few weeks/months, some are still here and some aren't. thats all good cause the ones i know that'll be here for me, are still here.
there are still some i'm trying to get to know and build some trust in them
school is alright, just needa stop slacking off and stop ditching, since there's no more summer school ): FML.
i can't wait til spring break, hopefully i'll be able to go out again with my friends and hangout with charliee<3
so far the year is okay, but it wasn't the way i pictured it on new years.
thats the end of it :D

FUCKKK THE WORLD...

when i thought things got better in my life its turns and fall upside down.
i fucken hate it. fuckkk PIGS! they're stupidd.
now my cousins and my mom are doubting me on my future...
<^> fuck youuuu! FUCK MY LIFE. now living my life with regrets...ughhh...
i miss my stepdad, things were better when he was around..
i guess i know why my parents don't want me out late anymore..sigh.

I HATE SCHOOL WITH ALL MY HEART >:O

they fucked w/ my schedule! and made me walk everywhere! fuckkk school! but i'm trying not to ditch this whole semester (: i had a good day too! cept my for thaa bitchass that i keep seeing around -__-" con cac! i dropped the cookie my best friend gave to me on the ground today too and i got sadd. it looked like a good cookie too >:[ how sad. then 5th period was best xD i didn't do anything at all except copy this nerd's paper :D hahaha anyways, my mom's birthday is on friday, hopefully i'll be able to get something for my mom before that. (: bye bye

the most randomest shit ever! haha

my parents, brother and i went to market together but my brother and i stayed in the car cause we didn't wanna go in. later on we were just in the car sitting there and another car parked next to us, inside the car was a white guy. but i didn't care. LOL later on when i was just listening to my ipod i turned over to where the white guy in the car was and i saw him fucken jacking off! it was sooo fucken disgusting! >:O lmfao! i turn back to the other side right away and was telling my brother "steven look at the car next to us, i think i just saw something really disturbing" hhahah then my brother turns and see and hes all like "EWWWWWWWW, thats fucken disturbingg" then i was like "is he asian?" and my brother looks again, and he's like "no, he's white." hahahahaha! thats soo sadd. but that was really disturbing and nasty. it was also soooo fucken ranndddom. lmfaoo. then when my parents came out to put the stuff in the car, the guy turned his car on and left to a different parking space. hahahaah LMFAO!