things don't always come out the way you think it would...

things don't always come out the way you think it would...

YESTERDAY! july 25

was a hell of a day :] i HADD fun, but sadly the day ended at 3 in the morning for me ):

my throat hurts tooo much.....something happened i thought would never happened, happened.

overall FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN day(:

CLUB VISIONN, JULY 22

chris, barely met him yesterday

thizzzing buddy trung<3

nick huynh

reagan, met him yesterday.

babymama kerry

WAS okaaaaay, somewhat a bust -__-" stupid police!

i was also thizzzing xD had funnn a little, then had a lazy roll after. ):

after the club i got picked up by son, and went to thao's house :]

got a good light show from rooster, then at 1:30 i got a ride home from tony.

hopefully, next wednesday will be better :]

I HATE MY STEP DAD.

ughhhh, i fucken hate him! fucken always goes out and drink w/ friend, and make me and my brother stay home and clean everything and fucken take credit and shit when my mom comes home so she doesn't bitch. its fucken his fault for drinking. fucken come home and bitch at me for no fucken reason because my mom bitched at him. the fuckkk?! that ain't my problem my mom bitched at your fucken dumbass. fucken call my brother stupid for going out? you're fucken stupid. fucken think you're boss and shit. well here's a big fat FUCK YOU! you ain't shit to me. you fucken piss me off! fucken never come through with your words. fucken selfish bitch. always bitch at me for not washing my own dishes when you ALWAYS make me wash your fucken shit! you're one mother fucken lazy bitch. and you fucken call my brother and me lazy? hahaha you make me laugh. stop fucken free loading off my mom. you say you dont like seeing her sad, well thats bull shit! you always make her bitch at you for going out and drinking when you already had 3 DUI fucken dumbass. ughh now my mom is home and you're gonna fucken say shit.

BORINGGGGGGGGG

i'm bored...supposed to be at vision! >:[ this sucks nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't wait til kerry is back :D hahahaha we're gonna go have so much FUNS! :D hahaha i'm not gonna blog much so byeee!

boring sunday

its a sunday and i'm bored outta my mind. i wanna go out but no ride anywhere -___________-"

so gays, wish i had a car already >:[

fridaaaaaaay

damnnn today was a blast! i met so many new people @ bella terra and saw some old friends :)

took so much pictures w/ jennifer's camera too! hahaha what a daay, i need some more days like this.

also shit happened -__-" but whatevers, they can spit their shit, i just know i aint a part their shit.

can't sleep. thinking too much.
what can i do? i still miss you, when i thought i was over you.
friends say, don't think about it, and just have fun.
i go out and have fun, but at the end of the day you're still there.

"well that is how relationships are .. you have to learn from them and try to make it better in the future. it's not easy but later on it will be because it's happening to you now. it might be more painful when your older but hey it's the way life goes. just think of this as a thanks to your ex because it will make you stronger and a better person in the future." -tony nguyen

it's pretty much true what you said tony, i appreciate you trying to make me feel better, but for whatever reason i really know why i like him so much and it's hard to let go. =/

woke up with a headache and puffy eyes..i hope i fell better before i go to school
and going to Po's house today w/ babygirl Thao. i hope that'll cheer me up ):
blog later.

you two brought my day up when i was down

little sister made me feel better:
Awwwwwww /; Your having issues like my friends >__< well this is what I said to her, and I hope it goes through your head.. Through the heart breaks, headaches, and rainy days, keep ya head up. Becuase there's gonna be those days your gonna look back to, and regret the stupid things you cried about. So keep ya head up for now on, and you'll start looking back to those days and smile about how strong you were. Make it through the days, and you'll be okay. There's no reason to have one person be the reason for your misery. But no matter what I'm going to be by your side and help you make it through these days. Keep ya head up, and never look down because your higher than everyone in your life. Everything happens for a reason, and it was meant to be wherever it was placed. If you guys leave each other lives but he comes back, he might stay forever. But if he never coems back, it was never meant to be. /;

babygirl linda:
you've been through this so much, you'll heal, not as fast but you will. remember when max put you through all the bullshit you didn't need. and you finally made the choice to break up with him but it took you few months to get over him, then next charlie came along, but then he was also another jerk. now, that you've had donny, he was different from the two of them. idk him but i could see that you really fell for his care, and all that you were looking for. just know that he was there for you, and he still is. i just hope you don't ever see him with someone else, cause i know how it feels to see someone you love or like with someone else, it hurts...a LOT

FRIDAY, NO SCHOOL

NO SCHOOL TODAY. finally, a day off of school, i miss school, but not summer school. TOO tiring. hopefully i didn't do bad on my test yesterday :( i got everything right, i'm sure of that, but i know i didn't do well where it was consecutive integers... -___-" wtf is thatttt? i'll study over it laters.

so today, my plans are to clean up the house, & picking up some stuff.
tonight, hopefully my rolling buddy trung calls or text to hangout ):
i miss rolling and drinking so much, but this weekend will cure it.
i did say i wouldn't roll anymore, but i am gonna do it tonight or tomorrow, so get over it.

it sucks SOOOOO much my grandpa tony isn't coming down this weeked... =/
things haven't been so great without him around.

BLAHHHHHHHHH!

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i'm ahead of everything in summer school. but i'm stressing OUT! july 4th is coming up....what should i dooo?