comedown.

i realized everything today. i realized melissa is leaving very soon, its the last week. i didn't think this would happen so quickly. everything is changing so fast, we grew apart for a year and a half, but this summer made us come closer again. i'm glad we did. i have this very strong love for you, i love you so much more then my step dad. though i really don't like him. you're always here for me, and i'll always be here for you. you always have something to say to make me feel better. all the days we hungout the past weeks was the best part of summer, it was just the two of us fucking around, and making up stupid shit just cause we were bored. cracking up by the stupid things i say like "damn this james dinh guy looks cute from far away" but when i click the myspace it shows up to be some fat guy. i'm really gonna miss you melissa, i'm gonna miss having you over at my house everyday, having class with you at school, smoking with you when i'm stressing out, rolling with you, picking you up and taking you home, and just reminiscing about the old days. i can just tell so much, but the bond we got together as homegirls, is indescribable. i love you mamalissa truong<3

donny....i realized that what we had together was really special though it wasn't for long of our second time when we tried again. i fell really hard for you, cause everyone and even myself saw that i was always happy. i felt the butterflies everytime i was with you, like i was a little kid again with a crush on someone. i was willing to risk getting hurt all over again just to be with you, thinking that when we argue, fight, and disagree on some things it'll just make us stronger. you weren't like the guys i've dated in the past, you were different from others because you cared most. you were there for me when i needed you. i know you're gonna have a busy schedule now, with 3 jobs and school, so i want the best for you. i want to write more but writing this is making me cry nonstop so i can't take it anymore....it felt like i fell in LIKE with you a lot....i'm gonna miss everything we had, and i'm gonna miss you. stay^ and know that i'll always be here<3